And my words will be here when I'm gone

2003-10-21

Tomorrow is the Bradford/Tremper Varsity game, I really want to go. See Charlie and Sarah and all those crazy people I went to school with. I miss them alot, actually I miss EVERYONE alot. Everything is weird with everyone now, I keep getting this weird feeling when I hang out with people, especially the drama kids. I dunno, maybe it's just me worrying.

I really don't know how much more I can take of H.E.R. She whines and whines and whines,and I of course having that stupid little problem of mine of always saying sorry and trying to please others...try to help.

I wish all these people would stop hackin on JD. There wouldn't BE a drama club if he weren't the advisor. He doesn't get paid to help us, and he spends alot of time at the school. Yeah, sometimes his ideas suck, but so do other peoples. Maybe he can be gross or crude, but listen to us all! I just hope everyone realizes what would happen if he was gone, nothing.

Thats what would happen. Nothing. There wouldn't be a drama club!

I tried talking to a friend today, wanted his thoughts. I didn't want to talk to him with a bunch of people around so I waited. Still didn't get to talk to him. Probably wouldn't have helped anyways.

I'm going to get this thing all fixed up, I really like the template for this, it describes my mood nowadays. That'll probably be Saturday night after One-Act and Kopps if I go.

Man, I just want someone to talk to...to wake me up out of this fucking nightmare.

Nightmares leaving platform at 9:02 p.m.

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