.now playing.
Alter Bridge. Finger Eleven. Seether. Incubus. Anatomy of a Ghost. Who Killed Alex. Death Cab for Cutie. Atreyu. Funeral for a Friend_
- .Words. Words. Words..
At any street corner the feeling of absurdity can strike any man in the face.
And my words will be here when I'm gone
2004-12-05
Too nervous to sleep with the monster child in the house. I feel really bad about being so nervous...but if I wasn't me...and I knew the entire situation (which no one else does) I'm not so sure I would blame myself.Earlier I made a trip to the bathroom...and afterwards proceeded to check every inch of my room for the kid...just in case he woke up.
Locked the door, and have since checked to make sure said door was locked... three times.
I feel anxious just standing next to the kid. "What if his medicine doesn't work?" "What if he hasn't been GIVEN his meds?" "What if he has an episode?"
Each time they babysit him I fall asleep thinking of when he lived here. Waking up to screaming each night. The god-awful fits that never seemed to cease. The hitting and the non-stop arguing between him and Stephanie.
I thought it would be all over once they left...
but his screaming still lingers in my dreams.
How soft a whisper can get...
When your're walking through a Crowded space
I hear every word being said
And I remember that everyday...
I get a little bit closer to you...
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- .i am.
16. young. girl. techie/actor....
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.i love.
- theatre. writing. music. dancing. reading. drama club. my friends. him.
- .i hate.
- discriminatory people. jerks. mean people. manipulators. mean guys. ap english. being sick.